☮~*♥Yup I'm ThAt J3@nn3 G!Rl ♥*~☮

About me:

My name's J3@nN3 G!rL. I opend my beautiful blue eye's on Nov. 15 1990. I lost both my dad and mom. I miss them like crazy!!! A LILTTLE ABOUT ME I Graduated from Hudson Fall's High School Class Of 2009. I am in love with the most amazing person ever he means the world to me and ill do anything for him that i can ily Shane Blackmer!!! I am a daughter, a sister, a grand-daugter, a niece, a cousin, a friend, a yong girl and a grown woman. I am confident and scaerd, terrified and excited. I am loving, and caring, and thoughtful, and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly, and carefull and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided, and mislead. I am Jealous and crazy, I am a hard working and determined, but a little scared on the inside I wish on stars and dream my dreams. i pray to god and cry my tears. I smile on the outside, while I'm dying on the inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells. and i walk on fire. I am everyting and nothing all at once. I dont regert the things iv done, or the people i loved. I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be." i learn from my mistakes and just know i gotta do better next time. As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back. You aren't going to be his first, his last, or his only. He's loved before. He will love again. But if he loves you now, what else matters? He's not perfect. You aren't either. And the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, cause you to think twice, and admits to being human and ...making mistakes, hold on to him and give him the most you can. He's not going to quote poetry. He's not going to be thinking of you every moment. But he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break. So, don't hurt him. Don't change him. Don't expect more than he can give you. Try not to over-analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad. And miss him, when he's not there.